Anthea: Oh, you said you were cold.
Anthea: I don’t recognize it.
Effy: It’s Freddie’s.
Anthea: Do you want me to get you another one?
Effy: No, it’s fine. I’ll keep it.
...
Effy: Brought your jumper back.
Effy: Good to see you, Effy?
Freddie: Jesus Christ. Effy, it’s fucking better than that!
Freddie: Why didn’t you let me see you, Eff?
Effy: Because of the treatment John gave me. He didn’t want me to see anyone.
Freddie: John?
Effy: John Foster, my counselor. He’s the one that helped me.
Freddie: Yeah, and what did he do that was so special?
Effy: He took all of my bad memories and made them good.
Freddie: And some of those memories were about me, right?
Effy: Only a few.
Freddie: Okay, so if I would have visited you, it would have fucked up John’s treatment, is that what you’re saying?
Effy: Yeah. I’m sorry. Freddie. I’m sorry.
Freddie: The bad memories about me, you don’t like… feel them anymore?
Effy: No. They’re gone. He took them away. But you know what’s left? Love. All I feel for you now is love. Nothing else. ... We're okay, we're okay...
...
Effy: It doesn’t matter what I got. None of this matters. It’s just numbers on a page. It’s not real. Not to me, anyway. You’re all great. You’re all great people but I think… I think I’m finished. I’ve had enough.
Freddie: What are you talking about, Eff?
Effy: You have to make sacrifices, Fred, to get the stuff you want.
Freddie: I don’t understand.
Effy: I’m in a different place now. We all are. And I’m sorry. I’m really sorry.
Freddie: So what you saying?
Effy: I’m saying goodbye. I have to.
Freddie: To everyone? To me?
Effy: Yeah, to everyone. To you.
Freddie: Where the fuck you going?
Effy: Home.
Katie: She dumped you again.
...
Effy: What are you doing here?
Freddie: I want an explanation.
Effy: Freddie.
Freddie: Do you know what you’ve done to me? Just dumping me with no reason at all.
Effy: I had reason.
Freddie: …Or did John steal your soul, as well as your past?
Anthea: Tea and biscuits?
Effy: Mum!
Freddie: The night before you dumped me, you told me that you love me.
Effy: I know.
Freddie: So look me in the eye and tell me that you don’t love me now.
(Effy stays silent. Freddie kisses her.)
Effy: Don’t do that! I went crazy when I was with you! I can’t let that happen again. Love’s not supposed to do that. You made me go mad!
Freddie: You’re making me mad now, Effy. And that’s exactly what love is supposed to do.
...
Freddie: Effy, you alright?
Effy: Back where I was.
Freddie: Yeah, you’re back in the hospital.
Effy: No. (points to head) In here, in here. I can hear the voices again.
Freddie: Okay, I’m here.
Effy: I didn’t mean what I said to you.
Freddie: Shh, shh, shh.
Effy: I’m so stupid.
Freddie: It’s alright. We’re together. We’ll be together.
(John walks in)
John Foster: Good morning. How are we doing?
Effy: No, I don’t want him anymore, Freddie.
Freddie: You’re John Foster.
John Foster: And you must be Freddie.
Freddie: You need to leave.
John Foster: She’s my patient.
Freddie: Not anymore. We want someone else. You’re done with her. Fuck off.
(John leaves)
Effy: (to Freddie) You deserve better.
Freddie: Shh, it’s alright. Just go to sleep.
Effy: (whispering) I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you.
Freddie: I don’t like this place.
Anthea: Neither do I.
Anthea: I’ll look after her.
